| I feel that I should fall.
It's funny. Apart of me feels so detached from the world, and yet the other half feels as if this is the only way to feel. Am I wrong?
I mean, physically I'm here, but emotionally and mentally? Hmm, nothing really, seeing as all that good stuff is with him. So if things were to go toward the 'negaverse'** what would happen to me?
God, I never loved someone like I love him. Like. NEVER. I sleep, and wake up to him in my mind. Even though I pretend like it's all gravy... It's not. When I see him for the first time, everytime, everyday, my heart skips a beat and I smile all outward. He makes my day what is it. And if he walks by and doesn't notice I fall ten stories down.
I love him. I truly gave LLoyd everything I am and everything I have.
So what's left? ....
<3
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| OMG I HATE MEXICANS.
And there was no picnic. I REPEAT. Not till next week or someshit.
For more racial hate Go to my other xanga.
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| I'm having a picnic
A Picnic?
A Picnic!
I'm having a picnic..
And YOU'RE NOT INVITED!!
HAHAH. (If you got the OTHER message, don't worry bout this.)
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| Hrm. God I love Lloyd. I'm gonna marry his phat ass.
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| Wow I finally am able to use this stupid name. Hi. I'm doing good. I still <3 L alot. And I'm working like 7 jobs. And I'm drawing still. And stuff and stuff..
Lately I've seen Sean. And I felt better seeing him. Hmm, Friday I will see him again. :D
I miss Lloyd. <3 <3 I can hawk my hair now.
Fuck most of you. I said most- doesn't mean all.
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